F!FaH LiFe

2011-07-24T19:25:00.004+08:00

MISSING SOMEONE SO BADLY :(

Tomorrow already school.Ahhhh! Lazy to go school and study.

I just want to go school to see him all day. Can?

Tomorrow have physics test and i haven't study yet. Lazy ttm.

But i looking forward for school tomorrow because i going to school with him!

Oh god! I seriously miss him so much! Feel like hugging him tightly tomorrow.

Lalalala...

Shall end here now.

Byebye <3

2011-07-23T23:50:00.002+08:00

Hello!
It's already 11.43pm. I'm gonna make a short post for today.
Basically went to polyclinic early in the morning to accompany mum for her check up.
In the afternoon, went to Orchard with Junaini and her sister to claim her National Day prize.
I thought she will get camera or handphone. But i was wrong! Inside the bag, there are food, drinks, tissues and plastic. LOL! Rabak seyh!
Go there just to get that thing only? Waste our precious time only.
Anyway, today i really really miss him.
Every second, minute and hour, i will always think of him.
I pity him because today he worked at 2pm until 10pm. Poor him. He must be really tired.
But now he sleep already. Hopefully he will sleep tight and rest well.

Ending here.
Lastly, I DO LOVE YOU! <3
~Nights!

2011-07-22T21:20:00.000+08:00

I SERIOUSLY LOVE TODAY!

Went to watch Harry Potter with my sayang just now.

He treat me popcorn and drink, but sadly i didn't eat or drink it because i was scared.

This was my first time going out with him. Or should i say dating?

The part which i really love was when i put my head at his shoulder for quite a long time.

And when he feed me popcorn. That was the sweetest part. I really like it!

He also sent me home, taking the same bus as me. He alighted at my bus stop and take another bus to go home.

This time round, we did talk with each other. We didn't kept quiet like yesterday when we walked together to school.

How i wish i can rewind back the time and enjoy my time again with him.

I miss him so badly now!

Dear A_ _ _, I REALLY LOVE YOU! ♥

2011-07-18T19:05:00.000+08:00

I SERIOUSLY MISS THIS HAIR! REGRET FOR PERMING IT!

2011-07-17T22:23:00.002+08:00

LOVE THIS SONG TTM! <3

2011-07-16T14:16:00.000+08:00

Hello! It's been a few days or weeks i didn't update.
Anyway, this past few days, someone told me something that really make me shocked.
I can't believe it that there were two guys liking me at the same time last year.
And both of them were from the same class. But now one of them already graduate...
Actually i'm starting to like him too. Both of us know about each other feelings.
Heh! (:

2011-07-08T21:47:00.004+08:00

Doesn't mean i'm smiling, i'm happy.
I'm trying to hide my sadness by smiling.
Everyone thinks that i'm a happy and cheerful girl, but you all are wrong.
You don't know what i feel inside.
This few days i love to cry a lot. I don't know why. Maybe it's about the situation i facing now.
Nowadays, i feel so far from you. Whenever i message you, you will make up a reason that you are busy. I think you are trying to avoid from me.
Did you realized that you have hurt my feelings a lot of time? I try to be patience and act normal.
But this time round i seriously can't.
I'm sorry but i already make up my mind. I want to forget you and move on with my life.

2011-07-03T20:46:00.000+08:00

I've fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go. I love you more than anyone, I just had to let you know. And if you ever wonder why, I don't know what I'll say, but I'll never stop loving you, each and every day.

2011-07-02T21:31:00.002+08:00

Watched Double Dhamaal last thursday at Tampines with Junaini after school.
The movie was awesome and hilarious! Plus my husband looked so good-looking inside the movie.
Heh! I hope someone will not jealous. Hahah!
I feel like watching it again but no time to watch. Btw next wednesday is my malay O level oral.
Guess what. I'm the first person to do the oral! Crazy! I'm so scared.
Can i not go for the oral?
Anyway got one hindi movie coming soon on 15th July. I forgot the title already.
Hrithik Roshan acted in that movie!
I so wanna watch it! But i don't have time to watch! Huhuhu :'(

2011-06-28T19:43:00.000+08:00

Good evening!
Finally i get to update my blog today! Anyway i didnt attend school today due to stomach cramp.
Alhamdulilah i'm feeling better now. But my left eyes always itchy and watery. I kept rubbing until it became small. My eyes one big and one small. Nice! Hahah!
Wanna know about the first day of school yesterday?
Well, first day of school was quite boring because i have to listen to many lectures from different teachers.
And i felt so sleepy in class. But lucky i didn't sleep. Yesterday i had two hours of maths lesson.
This is the first time my class had two hours of maths lesson. Was so tiring lah.
But it was worth it because i have clear some of my doubts on algebra.
The happiest thing when school reopens was that i can meet my best friend and my twin sister, Junaini.
We get to sit together. But it's for temporary only. After miss vanitha come back, we had to sit according to our original seats :'(
I DON'T WANT!
Btw i just knew that this thursday i had geography remedial from 3pm to 4pm. Crazy sia!
So late start. Then i had to cancel my plan to watch hindi movie, Double Dhamaal at Tampines with Junaini :(
Argghhhh! I don't like the timing!
Btw tomorrow school starts late! At 8.20am! YAY! Can wake up late. Happy ttm!

Today is the finale of Anugerah! Must watch! Hopefully Rahayu Ridwan will be the juara!
Okay people. Shall end my post here for today. Gonna pack my school bag first.
Goodnights (:

2011-06-22T20:57:00.000+08:00

From today onwards i don't need to worry about anything because he's already mine.
He already promised to always love me, protect me and give me happiness. I trust his words.
I LOVE YOU TTM, (insert name).

Tomorrow i will be going Malaysia. That means i can't message him tomorrow :(
Surely i will miss him so badly. But nevermind. Though i cannot message him, i know that he will miss me.
It would be good if Junaini can follow me to Malaysia tomorrow.
I really miss her.

Bubbye everyone <3

2011-06-21T14:59:00.000+08:00

I never like a guy like this before until i dream and thinking of him every single time.
Whenever i do something, i will always think of him.
Is that what love really means?
I'm happy that we can be friends and always text each other from morning till night. He is really caring and thats what i like about him.
He is different from other guys that i have known. I seriously like him and i wish he could be mine.
But i know that it will not happen at all. I don't want to put so much hope in it. I don't want to be hurt again.
All i can say now is, if you cannot like me, please don't force yourself.
And not to forget, stop giving me hope.

2011-06-19T19:21:00.002+08:00

This is the first time i did stupid thing in my life. I couldn't believe it that i could do that on my own.
It's like a miracle. I have the courage to give him the letter though many eyes were on me.
But it's worth it. He did reply me.
But now he haven't reply me at all. It's already been 3 hours. I'm still waiting.
Who you are, please reply me asap!

2011-06-17T21:17:00.000+08:00

HELLLUUUUU! Finally i'm back from NUH, visiting my dad.
Tomorrow he can go home. So that means tomorrow will be the last day i had to go to NUH.
But i'm sad too. There is a handsome chinese young guy beside my dad's ward.
He's cute anyway. I also took a glance at him. When he looked at me back, i quickly looked at somewhere else. Tomorrow will be the last day i will see him and take a glance at him :'(
Hopefully a miracle will happen tomorrow. Probably he will smile or talk to me?
Who knows. Hopefully he does. OMG! <3

2011-06-16T08:06:00.005+08:00

Good Morning! (yawns)
Still sleepy. Feel like sleeping again but i need to attend malay remedial later at 8.30am.
For today remedial, we will be doing oral -.- Seriously i hate oral ttm!
Hopefully cikgu nor will do reading first. Let the conversation part be next week.
I wanna skip the conversation part next week. Hehe. Imma naughty girl! (:
After remedial around 12pm, gonna go to jurong east library with Junaini to do our holiday hmwk.
I need to chiong all the way because these 3 weeks i slacked a lot.
Hopefully i can control myself from borrowing malay novels :)

What?! It's 8.03am already?! I havent tie up my hair! Must do it now!
If not imma gonna be late for remedial. Late? Nevermind lah. I will wait for Junaini first.
Lets be late together.

Okay i have to go now.
Lots of love,
Fifah [AJ]

2011-06-12T18:15:00.000+08:00

BORING SUNDAY!

2011-06-08T16:13:00.002+08:00

Afternoon people!
Back from Johor Bahru yesterday afternoon. Didn't really have fun there as Junaini had to went home on Monday night due to family problem.
I had to sleep all alone on Monday night :(
At first i felt so nervous to sleep alone in the hotel. I scared if Jeepers Creepers or Scream will come when i slept. I know it's kinda funny but yeah, i really scared of it. Alhamdulilah, theres nothing happened to me (:
At there, i bought 3 hindi movies : Thank You, No Problem and Paying Guests.
All are comedy movies. Lastly, me and Junaini bought same clothes but different colour at Jusco.
Though i have spent my time together with Junaini, i still miss her now.
Feel like asking her out now. But i know that it was impossible. Most probably we will go out next week.
I wanna watch hindi movie at cinema, Ready! Starring in Salman Khan and Asin. It's comedy movie!
But i will invite Muhaiminah to come along too.

Anyway,last night i felt so lazy to watch Anugerah because Syazani not in Anugerah anymore.
Without him, Anugerah was so boring! All i want is him in Anugerah to sing!
NAK SYAZANI NYANYI JUGAK!

Wokay! Thats it for today.
Fifah love Syazani alot! ♥♥♥♥♥

2011-06-05T23:08:00.002+08:00

GOODBYE!
Tonight is the last time i'm gonna blog and tweet.
Tomorrow i'm going to Johor Bahru for 2 days.
Must miss me k?
Once again, goodbye.

Lots of love,
Nur Afifah (:

2011-06-05T16:24:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day i'm gonna update my blog because tomorrow i'm not in Singapore for two days.
Going to Johor Bahru. Tonight i'm gonna have my first night with Junaini! Hehe...
Hopefully i will enjoy myself with her tonight and the next two days (:
Gonna take lots of photos and upload it at facebook and blogger.
So check it out the photos at facebook and blogger on wednesday!

Just to let you know that i can't sleep properly for the pass 3 days.
My mind always thinking of you non-stop.
You always appeared in my dreams. Please reply my tweets or my comment at your facebook.
Please.... I miss you so much Syazani Rahim ♥♥♥

2011-06-04T12:11:00.005+08:00

GOOD AFTERNOON!

Can't sleep well last night and this morning. Kept thinking of Syazani and his comments.

I think i'm already into him. Or i have fall in love with him?

Haiz... I never feel like this before.

Anyway, Syazani will be coming to NEX later. But the sad thing is that i can't go. I wanna go but i have nobody to accompany me. If Junaini stays at Singapore now, i will surely ask her to accompany me.

What to do... It's not my luck to see him :(

I kept reading this comments again and again when i miss him

Nur AfifahSyazani Rahim
Hey Syazani! Thanx for visiting my blog and post at my tagboard! Really appreciate it! ♥

2011-06-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

Helluuuu! GOOD NEWS HERE!
Junaini just sms me! She said that her dad allow her to follow me and my family for holiday at Johor Bahru.
HAPPY TTM! It means that our first night will still continue and will take place. Hehe...

Till now i'm still full. I only ate mcspicy for lunch. After that i didnt eat anything else.
Can't eat anymore.
Anyway, i dreamt about him in the morning. And suddenly when i visit my blog this afternoon, i saw his name at my tagboard! He posted something at my tagboard! Seriously i can't believe it at first! I was so shocked!
But i'm happy too! Hehe...
I felt paisey also because i post his photos and said 'i love you' at one of my post.
Surely he have seen it. Maybe he will think negatively about me :(
My twitter today was full with tweets about him! Kecoh satu dunia! Hahah.

All i can say is that i admire you from the start of Anugerah. Seriously.

2011-06-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

Saddest day today.
Junaini told me that her dad don't allow her to follow me and my family for holiday at Johor Bahru.
I already imagine our first night together, taking many photos.
But now it have ruined. I'm so disappointed and heartbroken.
Hopefully Junaini manage to comfort and beg her father. And also her father will allow her to go.
If not, i don't think i will be happy and enjoy myself there without her :(

2011-06-01T21:01:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Currently freaking angry with mum because she threw away my phone USB cable without asking me first. How am i suppose to transfer photos and songs to my phone? Argghhhh!
What to do. My fate that i cannot use my USB cable anymore.

Just now had our class BBQ. So sadly to said that it was super boring.
It was not as fun as the sec 2 BBQ. Without Sabrina, Erni, Baizura and the others, it was seriously boring.
I MISS SEC 2 BBQ! I MISS PLAYING WATER BOMB WITH THEM!
Please rewind back the time :(

Lastly, i was so sad after watching Anugerah yesterday. Syazani was out even though he was in the wildcard. The judges were not fair! How can they choose both girls to be in semi finals? Not fair at all lorh!
Must at least 1 guy and 1 girl. That will be fair.
I really disappointed. I'm sure Syazani also will be disappointed. Hopefully he will be fine.
No matter what, i'm still gonna support him and love him. He is the best in the Anugerah!
SYAZANI, I LOVE YOU! <3
MUACK!<3<3<3

2011-05-31T19:51:00.004+08:00

HELLOOOO!
Can't wait to watch Anugerah later! I wanna know who is the top 4 that will get the express card to the next round. Anyway, the above pictures is Syazani Rahim from Anugerah. I like and love him from the starting of Anugerah!
He is hot, handsome, charming and his voice is powerful!
Alif said that he live near Jurong. Why i cannot see him? My wish is to bump into him one day.
Anyway wish him luck ya! Hopefully he is one of the top 4 that can go to the next round.
Ameen.

Tomorrow goin to school for our class party. Having bbq.
Starts at 3pm. But will try to come early. Hopefully the bbq will be as fun as our sec 2 bbq.
Saying about the bbq, i really miss the sec 2 bbq. It was awesome lah! Had lots of fun that time.
Miss those time.
Hopefully there will be water bomb tmr. If have, i'm the happiest person ah.

Okay lahh. Gonna end here for tonight.
Don't forget to pray for Syazani ya! Nights (:

2011-05-30T20:23:00.002+08:00

Finally malay 'O' level was over! Can relax and continue reading novel.
But i'm disappointed with my Paper 1. I don't have hope that i will do well for my Paper 1 because i can't concentrate and think properly. I was too nervous that time.
When i started writing, my hands were shaking. Seriously PSLE was not that scary as 'O' level.
All i can do now is tawakal. Hopefully i will get at least an A2. I don't want to retake again.

Anyway, went to Clementi library with Junaini to borrow many malay novels.
So shocked that we can borrow more than 12 books. Amazing right?
Hahah... Seems that my June holidays will be full by reading novel (:
Oh ya! Forget that i have many holiday homework to be done. My aim to finish all my homework by this week so that i can enjoy my holiday [:

2011-05-28T20:01:00.000+08:00

I AM A DISCO DANCER! HAHAHA!
Most of the songs in Disco Dancer are nice! Watched the movie for an hour only because i was sleeping when the movie start.
Anyway i'm happy that we both are friends again. Mak Nyah & Mak Nyuh will be Forever!
No one can separate us.
But i don't feel happy like always just now. I felt like she is hiding something from me.
Did she told her close friends about what i did to her?
If yes, memang sah! I don't know why when she have problem with me, she will tell him.
Can't she keep it to herself? If i can keep it to myself, then why she can't? Arghhh!
Just forget about it.

Btw i already get my report book back yesterday.
Was in a bad mood yesterday. Thats why i didn't said about my results.
Was quite happy and sad with my results. The happy part, i was still in top 10.
But not the top 5. So sad right? My position in class is 6, level 7.
Very badly done. Muizzu overtake me. Can't believe that he get 2nd in class. Seriously he have improve a lot. I think he have been working hard. Nevermind. Let the MYE taught me a lesson.
A lesson, not to slack and give up easily when studying. I will snatch back my position that they took from me! I will do that! That is my promise! After my malay 'O' level, i will study hard for all the subjects to prepare myself for prelim.

I think thats all for today. Shall update again tomorrow when i'm free.
Lastly, i hope to finish memorising preibahasa later. So that tomorrow i can concentrate on others.
Wokay, Buhbye! [:

2011-05-27T18:07:00.000+08:00

Today was a bad day for me. Once again i'm being ignored by my best friend.

I'm not sure if she realized it or not. Maybe i'm not important to her. Her other friends from the next class are the ones important to her. Definitely not me.

Haiz... I thought i will not faced the same problem again. But i was wrong.

It's my fate to be ignore by you. Deep down my heart, it's really hurtful.

Argghhhh!

2011-05-26T20:36:00.000+08:00

This one whole week had my mother tongue intensive. And seriously it was so boring!
Throughout this whole week, we always went home late and many homework to be done.
It was super tiring. After doing homework, i straight away sleep.
We kept doing the same thing everyday. But i know that it is for our revision and for our own good.
Our 'O' level is next monday. 3 more days to go. So fast right?
I just finish memorising the frasa berbunga. Shall start memorising the peribahasa tomorrow.
Anyway tomorrow we will be getting our report book back. I wonder what position i will get in class and level. Hmm... Am i the top 10? Erm...i don't think so because i did very badly for my MYE.
I hope you all will not feel surprise or shock when see my report book. Confirm have a lot of C5.
Lets just see my result tomorrow.

Lastly, i'm sorry for reading your diary without your permission. I don't want to 'ceroboh' your privacy but i'm so curious to know what you wrote inside it.
I'm surprised that one of your post you wrote about me. Can't believed that you also felt the same thing as me when we are having a friendship problem.
Now i know that you really love me and treasure our friendship.
I will try my best not to be jealous when you are close with them. Insyallah we will not fight anymore (:

2011-05-22T19:46:00.000+08:00

I'm so fed up! I'm not free to watch the shows that i want! The tv are control by dad.
He watched the tv till morning to night non-stop. All his shows.
Then my shows? Arggghhh!
Hate it so much! I prefer him working that staying at home everyday.
But too bad. He not working anymore.
I feel like i'm grounded at home, can't do anything i want. Everyday i will spent my time in the room to read or listen to music. Sometimes go to the living room to play comp.
I watch tv only for 2 hours per day. Isn't that worst?
Seriously i hate my life now!

Anyway i have not practice my oral yet. Tomorrow already our prelim oral.
Hopefully the picture discussion and conversation are easy and i can speak well and fluently.
And hopefully i will not stutter and speak broken english.
Ouh please. I want to do well for my prelim oral.
Wish me luck ya?
Btw tomorrow we will start our mother tongue intensive. Some says 8am to 12pm and some says 8am to 4pm.
Hopefully until 12pm only.

2011-05-21T20:59:00.006+08:00

Today Bollywood Masti is Salaam Namaste.
Starring in Saif Ali Khan and Preity Zinta. In my opinion, Saif Ali Khan and Preity Zinta are not suitable.
He will be suitable if he act with Rani Mukherjee. They have the chemistry.
Anyway if you see Preity Zinta face clearly and nearer, you will see that she has wrinkles.
This means that she is already old.
Frankly, i do not like Preity Zinta at all. She is not pretty as everyone said.
You should zoom her face, then you will know if she is really pretty or not.
SAIF ALI KHAN & RANI MUKHERJEE MAKE A GOOD COUPLE IN MOVIES! [:

2011-05-20T16:42:00.008+08:00

Good Afternoon! Didnt attend school today.
Due to laziness. Hahaha. Today not much of lesson, thats why i'm so lazy to go school.
Though i didn't attend school, i made useful of my time to read novel.
By reading, i can gain more knowledge. (:
See, i'm not the kind of girl who slack at home when absent from school.
I make a good example that you all should follow. Hehehe... Just kidding!
Lucky today have no english oral prelim. If not i will surely get an egg.
Wanna know when is our prelim? It's on next monday at 3pm! So late sia.
The examiner will be our school teachers and for prelim, they will mark very strictly.
So scaryyy... Must practice my oral during the weekends so that i will not stutter.
I also must structure my sentences properly and not speak in broken english.
Wish me luck!

2011-05-19T20:18:00.002+08:00

Hello :[
Not just yesterday i felt disappointed and sad. Today i feel the same thing also after getting back the rest of the papers.
Seriously disappointed. All my grade 1s are gone. No grade 1 this time round. Mostly are grade 3,4 and 5.
Haiz...
How i wish i can rewind back the time. And study very hard for MYE and get excellent results.
No use if i still cry over a spill milk.
It's a lesson for me to learnt. Whenever there are tests or exams, i must take it very seriously and must study hard.
Cannot slack. This was what i do during the MYE. I slacked a lot and thats why i get poor results.
But thankfully i didn't get any U grade and thats a good thing.
Although i didn't do well for my MYE, that doesn't mean that i will give up easily and continue slacking.
I will study harder and get excellent results. And not to forget, i will also snatch back my position that once i get last year.
I will promise myself that i will be the top 5 in the upcoming exams.
YOU CAN DO IT AFIFAH!

Just finish reading the book above. This is the book that i really love! So romantic and sweet.
Mostly all of the story are full of romantic scenes. Aww... So touching.
Feel like reading it again. This is the kind of book that i like and love to book.
Hope will find other books that has a lot of romantic scenes as in the book above.
Tomorrow gonna starts reading a new book. Probably an english book (:

2011-05-18T17:26:00.000+08:00

SO DISAPPOINTING!
I'm jealous with those who get high marks for their english and maths.
I'm utterly disappointed with my english and maths results.
How i wish i can redo the papers again and score better marks this time round.
It's my fault also for not studying for the maths paper 1. If i studied, i sure i will get a high marks.
Tomorrow gonna get back our POA, physics, SS and geog. Hopefully i pass all the four subjects.
I wanna maintain my position for class and level.
Wish me luck.

2011-05-17T15:52:00.010+08:00

VANESSA HUDGENS

*****Tomorrow already school. Tomorrow is Wednesday, so most probably we will get our malay, english and maths results. I seriously scared to get back my results.I scared if i didn't do well for the 3 subjects.Ya Allah, semoga aku lulus dengan cemerlang. Dan harap-harap bahasa melayu aku, aku dapat A1 atau A2. Ameen.Anyway tomorrow is chicken day! So gonna eat many chicken during recess. Don't need to worry about spending too much money because i already get my food coupons. Hehehe...Jealous? Hahaha...
Shall end my post here for today. Please pray for me. Hopefully i pass with flying colours. Once again, ameen.

2011-05-16T17:51:00.004+08:00

Went to watch Beastly with Khantinie and Junaini at jurong point.
We miss-ed the first part because we were waiting for Junaini to came. She was late for 20 mins.
20 mins means we miss-ed half of the first part.
So we don't know what happened in the first part. But when i watch the trailer, the first part was about the guy, Kyle was arrogant and she prank the wrong gurl,Kendra and she cast a spell on him that change his entire life.
Anyway when the part Vanessa said I Love You, the people behind us said YES! Hahaha.
That was the funniest part. I think thats the part they all waiting for.
The movie is awesome, sweet and romantic! I LIKE VERYY MUCHHY!
I also like the part where they kiss. So sweet lah. Hehehe...
The guy also quite good-looking and cute. Hahaha. All the guys for me are handsome and cute(:
Btw Alex and Vanessa can make a good couple. Hopefully they will be a couple one day. Hahah![:

2011-05-15T21:38:00.000+08:00

Complicated! Till now can't get through Junaini.
How to contact her now? How to inform her about tomorrow outing watching Beastly with Khantinie and Khatijah?
Urrgghhh!
It's seriously damn hard to contact someone at Malaysia.

Anyway, i achieve my aim today. That was to finish reading the malay novel, ImanSuraya.
Now starting reading on english book.
Been a month since i update my shelfari and it's all because of MYE.
Just now my aunty and cousin came to my house.
Happy ttm! When they came, my house was so noisy and kecoh. If not it will be so quiet and everyone was doing their own things.
The best part was that i get to eat many food. Hehehe... My aunty bought for me burger ramli.
But till now i haven't eat it. So gonna eat it later!

Hopefully Junaini will reply my sms asap.
For goodness sake!

2011-05-15T01:11:00.006+08:00

2011-05-14T20:01:00.000+08:00

Today is a suckish day! Mum was crying the whole day because of that bastard fault!
Because of his fault, me and mum had to face all the consequences and had to pay all his debts!
Guess what. I had to withdraw all my money from my bank to settle all his debts! WTF!
He done all this shit and i have to withdraw all my money for him?!
I do it because of mum. If not, i will withdraw my money to settle his debts!
All this while i lived with him, i can't even used my own money to buy things that i want.
But if he used all my money to settle his debts, can. It's totally unfair lah!
He wants me to save all my money just for his own use when he has a problem.
Like FUCK LAH! I really had enough from him. All this while mum married him, he always troubled mum and made mum life miserable!
I regret for having a father like him!

Lets drop the topic about him.
Anyway MYE is over! FINALLY! Can have a short break and have a little part with my friends!
YIPPIE! Happy right? Hahah...
Yea, MYE is over but will my results sastified me? Shall not pressure myself thinking about it now.
Btw is that true that our prelim is in 3 weeks time? If thats true, i'm seriously gonna die!
Must study like mad gurl again and stress myself!
Anyway had a bad news. After MYE, we gonna have our O-level mother tongue intensive.
For 1 week i think? Or is it 2 weeks? Arghhh! Don't know.

Kk. Gtg now. Goodnights[:

2011-05-12T09:56:00.000+08:00

Morning! I'm really disappointed with POA just now. I can't balance the bank reconciliation.
13 marks fly away just like that. Haiz... I think i cannot get an A1 for my POA this time round.
Tomorrow is the last paper, chemistry. Hope the the paper will be easy so that i can score well and get an A1 for my science.
After tomorrow paper, i will be FREE! I can do whatever i want without being worry about studying.
I can have a BREAK from studying! YIPPIE! Happy ttm.
Cannot wait for tomorrow. Hehe...

2011-05-11T20:24:00.000+08:00

Finally I'm done with POA! Gonna study a few topics on chemistry later so that tomorrow i will not rush up.
Anyway tomorrow the 4N2 and 5 students who take art no need to go school. Not fair sia! They can wake up late and enjoy their day.
Nehmind. Cannot complain. Must say yes! YES TOMORROW NEED TO GO SCHOOL! LOL!
Hopefully the topics i studied will come out tomorrow. If not, i will kill the teacher ah. lol! Just kidding.
Hahah...

I have good news! Syazani from Anugerah have accepted my friend request on facebook.
I'm so happy! And i just find out that Alif have seen him before face to face. Isnt that great?
How i wish i can see him face to face. Surely i will melt sia. Hehe...

2011-05-09T20:11:00.000+08:00

What a humid weather this few weeks. Can't stand the weather anymore.
Every minute i will not fail to sweat. Though i had bath, i still sweating like hell.
What happened to the weather nowadays? I want the weather to rain non-stop. That will make me feel cooling.

Tomorrow is maths paper 1 but i still have not revise my maths yet.
Argghhh! I busy studying physics. Lets together pray that tomorrow maths paper 1 will be easy as maths paper 2.
I want to get A1 for my maths. Insyallah (:

2011-05-08T22:08:00.008+08:00

Your arms were always open when I needed a hug. Your heart understood when I needed a friend. Your gentle eyes were stern when I needed a lesson. Your strength and love has guided me and gave me wings to fly.
A mother is the truest friend we have, when trials, heavy and sudden, fall upon us; when adversity takes the place of prosperity; when friends who rejoice with us in our sunshine, desert us when troubles thicken around us, still will she cling to us, and endeavour by her kind precepts and counsels to dissipate the clouds of darkness, and cause peace to return to our hearts.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! Especially to my beloved mum. Love her so much!
Anyway i don't have time to buy her present. Shall buy it asap. Maybe this week after one of the exam.
But the problem is what to buy for her? Last year i already gave her a bag. Hmm... What she really likes ah?
Maybe i shall buy for her a brooch. I think she will like it. Nehmind. I will ask Junaini to come along with me. She can give me some ideas.

*****

I hope that time can rewind back to yesterday. Wanna know where i went yesterday?

I went to Johor Bahru with my family and with Junaini. We had lots of fun there especially me and junaini.

We kept making jokes and gossip around when we saw someone doing something funny.

Finally i get to drink chocolate shake yesterday at one restaurant near Angsana. The chocolate shake was so nice that i feel like drinking it again. Even junaini said that it was nice. This chocolate shake was the nice ever than mac donald chocolate shake.

Anyway i get to buy 2 hindi movies at Angsana, Shorkut The Con Is On and The Flat.

Done watching all the movies just now.

Btw right, do you think that Malaysian guys are more handsome than Singaporean guys?

I think yes because yesterday i saw many handsome and hot guys at Angsana and a guy who drove us back to our home.

I think i had a crush on the guy who drove us home. Hehe... I'm so gatal. Hahah

Why i don't feel happy when he comment my status?
Maybe my feelings for him has fade. So is it a good thing or a bad thing?
I seriously don't know.

I want to go Johor Bahru again! This time round i want to shopping at City Square, the new mall near Komtar shopping mall.
The shopping mall is so big like Singapore shopping mall. Yesterday i don't have much time to walk around the shopping mall due to the time lag.
I'm looking forward to June Holidays! Gonna ask my parents to go to Johor Bahru again and i will ask Junaini to come along too (:

Okay people. Thats it for today.
Night night and take care (:

2011-05-06T20:55:00.000+08:00

I look nice with bangs right? Hehe... Feel like cutting bangs soon. Maybe during fasting month.

Anyway, most of the papers are done. Left with Maths 1, POA paper 1, Chemistry and Physic.
Most of the papers especially english, ss and POA made me disappointed and want to cry.
The paper was so hard that i don't think i can do well this mye.
But i will not give up easily! I will be resilience. I will make sure i will do well in the upcoming papers.

Tomorrow not going to be in Singapore. Will go to Johor Bahru with my family plus Junaini.
weeeee! Gonna shopping and buy many hindi movies there :D
Not to forget the malay assessment book.
Okay, i can't wait for tomorrow.

Thats it for today. Buhbye (:

2011-05-02T11:39:00.000+08:00

Morning peepos! Woke up early this morning just to start my revision early.
I don't have any more time to slack. Must use this precious 4 days to study before the exams.
I'm kinda scared if what i've study will not come out in the exams.

Nowadays i feel that our friendship are not close anymore. We are far far apart from each other.
I don't think we should carry on with our decision to make a necklace for our friendship.
What for we make a necklace to remind us of our friendship, if we are not close anymore?
No use and it's just a waste of money. I'm utterly disappointed in you.
I thought you are great best friend that will always be beside me whenever i'm sad or lonely, but i was wrong. You are obviously not one of them.
If you are my great best friend, you will not ignore me just like that.
I think i'm not important to you anymore. Only god know how i feel right now.

2011-05-01T20:25:00.004+08:00

2011-04-30T19:33:00.000+08:00

Today post are flood with Aishwarya Rai photos. Hahaha.
She is so pretty right? Nowadays i started to like her. I love her beauty especially her eyes and hair.
She look pretty in straight or curly hair. Seriously now she look prettier than last time.

*****

How many of you tired of studying? Definitely it's ME! This mid-year i had to really chiong.

Most of the subjects clash together. The school don't know how to schedule our exams properly.

I think they want to see us stress and fail our exams. So bad!

I have many more chapter to cover for maths. And i have not even start on my POA.

Maybe will start it tmr. My aim for today is to finish memorising an essay for SS.

Hopefully i will succed. JIAYOU FIFAH! Hehe...

2011-04-29T21:03:00.000+08:00

HELLUUUU!!!!
Today no exam so i am free! Muahahah! Evil laugh (:
Anway, i didnt attend malay remedial just now. Because i'm very lazy to go plus i'm at Muhaiminah's house that time. We talked, watched tv and studied for a while until it's 3 plus already.
I already late for the remedial so i end up not going.
I really like Muhaiminah's house because her living room is quite big and her house is so nice and beautiful!
Cantik skali!
Looking forward to hang out with her again (:

2011-04-28T20:49:00.000+08:00

Finally mother tongue paper has over. Basically i'm not confident that i will score well.
But hope or by crook i need to get better result compare to my CA1. I screw-ed my oral conversation just now. I'm too nervous that all my sentence structure hancus. I not sure if cikgu nor will penalised my marks.
I kept pausing and stuttered sia. Anyway i really hope that i will get at least an A2 for my malay.
Must pray hard.

2011-04-26T19:36:00.000+08:00

I'm tired from all this thing. Can i have a break?
Mid-year is coming in one day time.
Need to chiong everything by next wk. Wanna know something?
Nxt thurs is our SS and POA paper. And the next day is our geog and maths.
NICE ONE! How to study sia like that?

*****

You can't blame it all to me. It's not all my fault but it's your fault too.

You should realized your mistakes and doings. Don't just know how to blame other people for it.

Do you know how hurtful it is to be ignored from you? Do you know?

I'm sure you do not know because you haven't feel the pain before.

Lets say if i ignore you, will you be hurt? It's either a yes or a no.

No because you have many friends that still care for you. If i ignore you, you will not feel hurt.

Whatever it is, stop blaming other people for your own mistake!

2011-04-24T19:53:00.000+08:00

The guy in this pictures are handsome right? Hehe...
His name is Aftab Shivdasani. I starts to admire him when i watch Masti.
Now he is one of my favourite hindi actor. I'm so miang! Hahaha...
Miang with hindi actors only (:

Just now, Ghajini tamil movie was shown at Vasantham Channel.
Starring in Surya and Asin. I realized that Asin have chemistry with many actors.
Ghajini have both the hindi and tamil movie. For hindi movie, the hero is Amir Khan.
She are suitable with Amir Khan and Surya. I love this movie as her boyfriend really loves her and
take revenge for her death. What a sweet and lovely guy. I hope i was Asin in that movie.
Me and Junaini have decided that she will be Asin in the hindi movie and i will be Asin in the tamil movie.
Deal! Hahah...

*****

I just remember that tomorrow is the real 2.4km.

Means after maths remedial have to stay back fro 2.4km. Oh man!

Can i don't run? Anyway remind me to wear the correct bra tomorrow for 2.4km.

Shall end here for today.

Night-night (:

2011-04-23T19:43:00.002+08:00

Today Bollywood Masti : Daddy Cool is awesome and hilarious.

Me and mum kept laughing when watching the movie.

Plus there are some actors that i admire. Wanna know who are the actors?

One of them is Ashish Choudhary and lastly is Aaftab Shivdasani.

Both of them are hot, handsome and charming too.

There is also an actress that i admire her beauty and hair. The actress is Kim Sharma.

I like her because she have a fair skin and nice hair. She look nice and pretty with straight or curl hair.

She even look cute.

I think those who have not watch Daddy Cool just now, should watch it.

Not should but MUST! :D

2011-04-21T21:07:00.003+08:00

Hello! Tomorrow is GOOD FRIDAY!
No school! YAY! Hahaha XD

2011-04-18T20:42:00.002+08:00

This few weeks, I'm having a lot of problems. One of them is my family and friend.
Nowadays, she seems to be so close to her. Sometimes she will always be with her and left me alone.
When i was angry or disappointed, she will start to be sad. But all of this is her fault.
She is the one who abandon me. Haix...
I don't know what will happen to our friendship.

2011-04-16T21:01:00.003+08:00

HELLUUUU...
I experienced something new today. Today went to watch movie with Junaini and Shamirah.
At first we decided to go Vivo but due to time constrain we watched movie at jurong point.
We want to watch Scream 4. We try to go the counter and that we want to watch Scream 4. We gave our IC.
She said that we have not reach 16 yet and we cant watch the movie. Like wtf lah! Why must follow the month sia? Why they just cant follow the year? Stupid! Feel like writing a feedback to the golden village.
Then we decided to buy Rio 3D ticket but we didnt watch it. Instead of watching Rio, we went to another cinema hall to watch Scream 4. The cinema hall happened to be side by side. So it was easy for us to sneak in.
Junaini was scared to go in. So me and shamirah had to go in first to see if there are any vacant seat.
There are many vacant seats in the front.
Anyway Scream 4 is awesome! This time Scream was more scary than the previous 3 movies.
This Scream 4 involved many killing scenes. I like it!
I feel like watching it again. But it's not possible. Mybe i will just buy the vcd.

Okay. Shall end here for today.
Goodnight ~

2011-04-15T18:16:00.000+08:00

I still have not recover from my cough and sore throat. Just now at school, i kept coughing non-stop.

Me, Junaini, Shamirah and Khatijah has decided to watch Scream 4 tmr at vivo.
But it is NC16. How am we to watch the movie if none of us is 16?
Arrggghhh! I want to watch Scream 4 so badly sia.
I need one person who are 16 to follow us or help us buy the tickets. But WHO?
WHO WHO WHO??!!!

2011-04-13T19:24:00.000+08:00

Today was my worst napfa test ever! Guess what happened to me during the napfa?
I fall down when doing the shuttle run. Everyone eyes was directly looking at me.
I'm so embarrassed at that point of time. Where i should hide my face?
This going to be the first and the last time i'm going to fall down in front of everyone.
And there is one more thing that made me piss off. I already gained weight by 4kg.
Now my weight is 49kg. 1kg more to 50. Last year my weight only 45kg sia.
Argghhh! I guess i ate too many chicken this year. Should stop eating chicken everyday.
Maybe i should diet during recess. That is a good idea but i will starving.
Anyway i'm not going to allow my weight to reach 50kg.
NOT EVER!

2011-04-12T20:47:00.000+08:00

When will this war gonna end? I'm tired of all this. I know that i'm not involve in this fighting but i'm seriously tired seeing them fighting, shouting and insulting each other.
Common lah! Grow up! Those who are not involve in this problem, please don't be busybody.
You all don't know anything so just shut the fuck up!
Don't make the problem more worse. Seriously you all have nothing better to do right?
One person fight, everyone must also join in ah?
Seriously you all are so immature!
I just one thing only. I want this problem and war to end as soon as possible. I want to see everyone friend with each other back.
One thing. Stop insulting people. You think you are so perfect that you can insult people anyhow is it?
GET A LIFE LAH!

2011-04-10T19:10:00.002+08:00

I seriously give up studying POA. I don't understand the topic at all. When Miss Koh taught this topic, i was absent. Argghhh!
I'm so gonna flunk my POA test tmr. Why POA so hard? Whywhywhy?!
I just remember that we will continue our geog test tmr. 20 mins. Is it enough? I have many questions not attempt yet. There are many application questions that require us to think. I'm sure it will take us to think more than 5 minutes. Hopefully i can attempt all the questions within the time given

2011-04-09T12:55:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the worst sport's day i ever had. I fought with my own best friend because of a small matter.
Both of us cried at there in front of everyone. Everybody did actually saw us crying and that was so embarrassing. It dropped my reputation. Hahah.
After that sport's day end, I was shocked that Junaini came to me and hug me.
I felt so touched. Now i know that she really treasure me as her best friend even though we had been bff for a few months. I can't bear to lose her. I don't know what will happen if she did not hug me that time.
Maybe we will not be talking to each other or we will be enemies.
Thank god it's not happening and everything is fine between us.

After watching the malay theater with cikgu nor and my friends, we have a short photography sessions with the cast.
Sani Hussein really look hot and handsome in real life.
In total, the theater is awesome!

2011-04-02T20:19:00.000+08:00

So stress now! Many things need to study. Next week gonna sit for 3 tests : Chemistry, Geography and Social Studies. All the tests involve memorizing. How can all the informations fit in my brain in the same time?
Haix...

Anw i'm happy to meet my nyanya (Junaini) yesterday. We went to jurong east library to borrow books and slacked.

Today i woke up at 10am. Then i brush my teeth and ate my breakfast. After that i study for a while than continue sleeping again until 3pm. At 4pm i watched Bollywood Masti: EK, acted by Bobby Deol.
Btw guess what movie will be show next week for Bollywood Masti? Can't guess?
Let me tell you. It's my favourite movie and my husband acted in that movie.
The movie is GOLMAAL 3! Yay! My husband ,Kunal Khemu. Hehehe...

Okay. Gtg now. Looking forward to 9.30pm. I wanna watch the brand new series of Si Capik!
Zack X-Factor & Erry Putra! :)

2011-03-31T16:19:00.000+08:00

I found this random photo at my folder. I not sure when i took it. But i know that i took this picture before i perm my hair. Obviously i took it last year.
I just realized that my hair in that photo is nice and straight. Hehehe...
Shouldnt have perm seyh. Instead of perm should rebond again.
Haix.

Anyway i had been absent from school for two days.
Anyone miss me? Btw i will be going to the doctor again later.
The medicine that the polyclinic gave me yesterday are not suitable with me.
Instead of recover soon, my condition become worse.
I started to cough. Stupid polyclinic. I think i will not attend school tomorrow.
Dont miss me k? Hehehe... =)

2011-03-29T19:54:00.002+08:00

FEVER & SORETHROAT!!!!!!!!!!

2011-03-28T20:14:00.000+08:00

I'm back to update again! lol!
Anyway maths test is done and over with. Don't need to be stress anymore.
Now shall focus more on geog and ss tests that is next week.
Wanna score high marks again (:

Anw, had an extremely fun and awesome day with minah kengkang,that is Junaini.
We went to jurong east lib to study. But unfortunately, we spent most of our time laughing than studying.
I still remember what had exactly happened yesterday. It was super damn funny.
Junaini teached me a lot of dirty things. The way she said pukimak kau is so funny lah.
You should ask her to say it one day :))

2011-03-26T19:23:00.000+08:00

MASTI is awesome and hilarious. Me and mum kept laughing when watching it.
Vivek Oberoi look hot and handsome in that movie. Actually he and Amrita Rao have a good chemistry.
They are so suitable. Hahaha...

2011-03-21T18:39:00.000+08:00

Do you think that Ashley Tisdale is pretty?
I think that she is pretty. Not just her appearance that looks good but her voice is also wonderful.
I love most of her songs. The most that i love are He Said She Said and Not Like That.
You all probably should listen to all of her songs. I'm sure you all will like it.
I'm gonna search for her new songs now. Toodles =)

2011-03-20T14:08:00.002+08:00

Good Afternoon! Today i prefer to stay at home rather than going outside.
Yesterday had fun at my aunty house at Hougang. Eat many delicious food there.
Yumyum...
Tomorrow school reopen. Walao wey! Not ready to go back to school!
I want my holidays again! Starting from tomorrow onwards, i'm gonna be stress like hell because i have not study for my geog, poa and chem test. GREAT!
Test test test! Hate it so much!!!!

2011-03-19T23:53:00.008+08:00

Finally AEM is over. The last few days of the AEM was fun. The outing to Sentosa is fun and awesome. But quite boring ah. We go there just to do our practical and no food provided for us. So sad right?
5 star hotel but no food provided for us. So selfish.
Anyway the hotel that we went is very big and nice. I felt like i'm in High School Musical 2.
The houses at there all very beautiful and big like palace. The houses are like the American house.
How i wish that i own a house at there. It will be so wonderful.
The last day of AEM, we learnt how to bake cookies and make pudding.
I group with Junaini and Sufi. In total, i had a great day at the kitchen. Our cookies turn out to be quite nice and tasty but not the same as the famous amos cookies. The pudding is so not nice lah. The taste is so yucky! I don't know how Junaini can said that the pudding taste nice. Eewww lah.
Btw dad just say to me that the cookies taste very nice. Hehehe... Of course it taste nice because i'm the one who make it. Hahaha...

Will continue updating tomorrow. Goodnights (:

2011-03-14T20:24:00.000+08:00

First day of AEM course already made me boring. I don't know about tomorrow and other days.
I prefer last year Hospitality and Tourism course rather than this year.
Last year we have many outings but this year only one outing and that is to Sentosa Hotel.
Don't want to talk about the AEM anymore.

I already finished revising chapter 1 for maths! My aim for tomorrow is to finish revising chapter 2 if possible.
After i finish revising all the chapters that Mr Ong has taught us, i will start doing the assessment book that i had bought yesterday.

Let's hope tomorrow gonna be a fun day at Shatec Institute

2011-03-13T20:16:00.000+08:00

The above heroes and heroines are handsome, cute and pretty right? Hehehe...
I have been watching this movie, Mohabbatein again and again. Can't get enough of watching it.
The movie is so romantic and sweet. I LIKE IT! (:

2011-03-12T22:23:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was meet the parents session. I'm quite disappointed with my malay and combined humans results.
I did very badly for both of them. This is the first time in my life that i just pass my malay.
There is something wrong but i don't know what is it. 'O' level malay is coming and i had to buck up on my malay. No matter what happen, i must get at least a grade 2 for my malay.
Even though i'm disappointed, i still feel happy with my others subjects results.
My maths, science and POA still maintain, grade 1. I must maintain the grades till N level.
And i can't believe it that i get a grade 2 for my english. Well, this is the first time i get a grade 2 for english in my secondary life. My mum is so happy about it.
I wish i can get this grade for my N level. Hopefully i can get grade 2 for my english.
Insyallah.

Anyway LETS WELCOME THE MARCH HOLIDAY!!! WOOH!!!!! =D

2011-03-10T20:12:00.000+08:00

School is so stress for me! Have many things to catch up with. Mid-year is coming soon. Have to start studying now.
Just now, i spent 4 hours writing chemistry notes. I cant believe that i'm so hardworking sia. Hehehe...
While writing notes, i watched Mohabbatein again. I was singing along with the songs XD

Why tomorrow must have malay remedial? I don't want to go sia. Is Cikgu Nor going to do pidato tmr?
I hope not. Tomorrow at night need to go school again for the meet the parent session.
Arggghhh! So troublesome!
Remind me to bring 2kg of newspaper tmr. If not will get detention. Crazy!

2011-03-06T13:32:00.002+08:00

Done doing my book review at shelfari.Will start reading a new book tomorrow.
My aim for today is to finish up my malay hmwk and memorising all the essays if possible.

Btw i just finished watching the ending of Mohabbatein. This is the first time i get to finish watching this movie until the end. Last time i didnt get to watch the whole movie. The movie was super awesome lah! The actors are handsome and pretty. Heheh...

Currently, i'm watching tamil horror movie at vasantham channel.
This are the songs that i really like in yesterday hindi movie, Race.
Listen to all of them. I'm sure you will like it.

ENJOY! =D

2011-03-05T20:06:00.000+08:00

Today hindi movie is Race. Starring in: Saif Ali Khan, Bipasha Pasu, Akshaye Khanna and Katrina Kaif.

The movie was quite okay. Average. I love all the songs in this movie. Very nice to listen to.

Gonna download all the songs later.

Wanna know what is next week hindi movie? Next week hindi movie is AISHA!

YAY! I'm so gonna watch it! Starring in Sonam Kapoor! A very pretty and cute young lady.

Having a headache right now. There are so many things to do and study. Next tuesday have SS test and need to memorise 2 essays. Crazy right? I have not yet start memorising the second essay.

Maybe will start memorising it later. Malay hmwk still not done.

Arrgghhh! So STRESSFUL!!!!!!!

2011-03-04T20:22:00.000+08:00

Done editing my blogskin. Nice right? I know. Thanx for the compliment. lol!

Syukur Alhamdulilah that everything has solved. I'm so relieved. No more arguments between us.

We are finally friends again! I'm so happy! I did not lose my friends anymore. But... He still havent talk to me yet. It had been two days. Is he still angry with me? I hope not. I want to be friends with him again.

I want to apologise to him but i'm scared that he will scolded me.

But if he is not angry with me anymore, why he still block me at facebook? It shows that he is still angry with me. Haix...

Okay, i'm hungry and sleepy now.

2011-03-03T20:24:00.000+08:00

Can you just please shut your mouth up?
AND STOP INSULTING MY BEST FRIEND! You think you are so pretty is it that u can easily insult my best friend?
Oh please lah! Look your face at the mirror first then you can judge people.
I think you are not so pretty as you and your boyfriend think.
You think you are so good is it? Come on lah! Get a life man!
DUMBASS!!!!

2011-03-02T21:20:00.000+08:00

Because of your stupid mouth and your nonsense, he blocked me at facebook!
See what had happened now? I know that you are just fooling around by making gossip that both of us have an affair. But it's not a joke to him anymore and he took it very seriously.
All because of YOU! Now he don't want to talk to me anymore. Mybe he don't want to be friends with me anymore.
I hate when everyone was gossiping about us. There is nothing between us! We are just friends and a classmates.
You all are so immature sia. I will tell the truth who i like now.
I still like the guy whom i had a crush with last year and now he already graduated from this school already.
Till now i still can't forget about him. Sastified?!

So i begged you all please stop all this stupid nonsense!

2011-02-26T19:19:00.000+08:00

Flag day was superb awesome! I love it!
I went to collect money with Khantinie. We went far away from Bukit Batuk mrt station.
We walked straight and we end up at the market.
This year i collect a lot of money!
Had an awesome flag day this year. I feel like doing flag day again.

2011-02-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

Things get more complicated as the days past.
I always fight with my parents because of her. Why must mum always scolded me when i always spent more time with her?
It is so unfair! Please don't treat me like a kid cos i'm not a kid anymore. I'm a teenager now and i know how to differentiate between right and wrong.
I really hope the issue about her will end soon. I can't bear to hear mum say bad things about her.
She is not bad as you thing!

2011-02-20T19:10:00.000+08:00

Hello! Tomorrow is monday already. So fast right?
Tomorrow have POA test and i have yet to study it. Will study later.
Gosh! The first period is mother tongue. Cannot take it.
And O level malay is in 2 months time. I need to prepare for it.
I want to get an A1 for my malay.
Anyway i found my blue pen already. Hehehe...

2011-02-19T20:06:00.000+08:00

I'm alone at home now and it is so scary.
Hope my parents will come back home fast.

2011-02-13T14:36:00.000+08:00

Good Afternoon! (:
I smell so smelly now because i havent bath yet. Should i bath or not?
Hmm... Nah, very lazy want to bath. Hahah.

7 more months to N-level. Time flies fast so as the months and days to N-level.
Have to study hard from now. Cannot slack anymore. I want to go to Sec 5.
From tomorrow onwards, have to pay full attention in class especially during physic lesson.

1st of March you will be staying at Malaysia and you will leave me all alone.
I don't know what will happen to me without you by my side always.
Maybe we can't spent our time together again like we usually does.
We will just see each other in school. No more going out together to study at library, shopping and watch movies.
Before you stay at Malaysia, i have decided that we should take neoprint first as our memories.

I don't want the february to end soon. I want to spent my time together with you.
Please don't go.

2011-02-08T20:04:00.000+08:00

I'm seriously confused now. Can someone help me make a decision?
I don't know if i should go to school tomorrow because i have two days mc.
But there will be a maths test tomorrow. If i do not go to school tomorrow, i have to take the test other day but i will be ALONE!
Haix... Anyone not coming to school tomorrow? Hope there some people

2011-02-05T20:38:00.000+08:00

How i wish that i can help you to find a shelter.
But i don't know where. If i don't have a family problem, my parents will surely give you a shelter with open hands. I'm sad when i knew that you will go far away from me.
You are my best friend and i really appreciate our friendship.
I really love you. I will always pray for you that you will find a shelter one day.

Please don't leave me here alone. I need you here with me

2011-02-02T19:50:00.000+08:00

Had lots of fun today! Took many photos with my beloved friends.
Wanna look at the pictures? Go to my facebook.

I'm happy to see you in school just now but i'm not sure you noticed me or not.
Ya, you looked so cool and handsome with your new look.
I like it!

CNY are suppose for us to relax at home. Not by giving us loads of homework to do!
It is extremely not fair!

2011-02-01T22:47:00.000+08:00

Looking forward to tomorrow! Everybody gonna wear their tradisional clothes to school. Cool right?
Will be taking lots and lots of pictures tomorrow with my beloved friends! OMG! Can't wait for it!

And i hope the person i really miss will come back to school tomorrow.

2011-01-30T22:38:00.002+08:00

Went out with Junaini just now to Bishan and Bugis to find assessment books.
We managed to buy geography and physics. We spent $30 plus for the books. So expensive.

Since morning till now, it's raining. Cold like hell. If tomorrow morning it still raining, i will be freezing to death.
Lets hope that tomorrow morning, the weather will be fine. I dont want to bring umbrella to school. It will make my bag heavy.

Goodnight (:

2011-01-29T20:41:00.000+08:00

Went to collect my edusave scholarship just now.
Have to wait for so long for the guest-of-honour to arrive. Tired and bored waiting. Lucky that Junaini sms me. Chit chat with her via sms.
There was a guy sitting beside me and he is my ex pri school classmate. I'm not sure if he still know me.
I'm so happy that i get $650 for the scholarship! HAPPY TTM! (:

2011-01-28T20:17:00.000+08:00

Sad? Am i? Ya, i'm sad because the guy that i likes already have someone special. It seems that i have to give up liking him. No use if i still continue liking him if he already have someone special. There is nothing i can do to make him like me. All i can do is just pray for his happiness.

I miss Junaini so much. When i knew that she didnt attend school today, i felt super sad.
My day will be boring without her. We have just been best friends for the past 3 months and now she already part of my life. Without her, my life will be incomplete.
I really love her as my best friend. Hope she will get well soon so that we can go out together this sunday.
Luv u sweetie ♥

2011-01-27T15:50:00.000+08:00

Hey! Just came back from geog remedial. Was so busy this week. Had to prepare and study for tests.
Geog and POA test are over. Phew.. I'm so stress studying geog.
But i'm sad because i have done many careless mistakes for my geog test. Surely i will get low marks :(
How i wish i can take back the paper and redo it.
Regret for not studying hard. Tmr have chemistry test. I must score high marks for it. JiaYou Fifah!

Finally the day that i'm really waiting for is coming. That is FRIDAY! Yays!
Aftr school tmr, we gonna have our lunch at KFC first before going for our malay remedial at 2.15pm.
Surely tmr will be fun and awesome day! Looking forward for tmr.
Anyway pray hard that cikgu nor will not do pidato tmr during malay remedial (:

2011-01-23T15:58:00.000+08:00

I'm so STRESS NOW! There are many things to study this week!
I think my brain will burst in few minutes time. I spent the whole morning till now studying maths.
But i still havent finish yet. Studying maths is so tiring lah.
There are some things that i dont understand. Haix.
Mybe i should have a rest now

2011-01-22T15:30:00.000+08:00

The pictures above is John Abraham. He is hot right? Look at his body! Very muscular and his chest has no hair. I like it! He's not just hot but handsome also! He also has a dimple when he smiles. He look so cute when he smile. I can melt.
Anyway he is officially my third husband. Hehehe...

2011-01-21T20:59:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating a few days ago. Was busy with school and remedial that i dont have any free time to blog. I felt so stress this year.
Everyday my day will be pack and will reach home in the afternoon.
Terrible right?
Finally today is friday. So can sleep late later and wake up late tomorrow.
Next week i have 4 class test. So i should take this free opportunity to study at home this weekends.
I want to do well in all my test. Wish me luck aite?
Gtg now. If i have time tmr, i will update again. Goodnight (:

2011-01-12T14:23:00.000+08:00

What i have done this time round?! Omg Fifah! This thing shouldnt have happened in the first place.
I regret for saying yes. I'm saying it for fun and i was playing around. I don't know that you take my words seriously. I think it's time for me to tell you the truth. But how should i say it? I don't want to hurt your feelings.
This may be painful to you but i'm sorry. I really have to do this.

2011-01-10T20:01:00.000+08:00

School was extremely fun today!
Joke around and laughed with Junaini. Basically for mother tongue lesson, we almost have a free period.
POA was okay2. Need to refresh back on last year work.
The most fun lesson is p.e lesson! Junaini and I joke around and both of us kept laughing when we do exercise. Both of us have a dirty mind. Hahahah...

2011-01-07T18:59:00.002+08:00

Finally it's weekend. Phew. No school.
Can sleep late today and wake up late tmr. Yippie!
Tmr gonna spent my day watching hindi vcds that i borrowed from Junaini (:

2011-01-06T19:36:00.000+08:00

School as per normal. Nothing much to say.

I shouldnt have trust you in the first place. I regret for putting my hp num at my facebook profile.
What do you want from me? Keep calling me!
You are a stranger and should i trust you that you are friends with Kunal Khemu?
Impossible lah. Though i really like Kunal Khemu, i will not fall with your words!

2011-01-05T15:24:00.000+08:00

School as per normal today but there is one thing that i'm not happy with.
Miss Vanitha swapped our group to the extreme left of the classroom and i need to sit beside hongjun. Wtf lah! I don't like it sia.
My wish came true. After recess, the air-con is on! So cool! Thank you for making my wish came true. lol
Cikgu Normala gives us 4 more days to prepare for our pidato. On monday we will start the pidato.
Must use this 4 days to memorise my pidato properly.

Anyway i borrow many hinid vcds from Junaini just now. But the problem is when i can watch it?
I'm busy with school everyday except for saturday and sunday.
I can't watch vcds during school day because in the afternoon, dad will come back from work.
When he saw me watching vcds, he will surely nag at me. Thats what i don't like.
My mum is sporting. She don't mind me watching vcds.
I guess i just have saturday and sunday to watch it.

Hope tomorrow gonna be another good day.

2011-01-04T20:20:00.002+08:00

First day of school is so boring and tiring. I feel sleepy in class.
Met Junaini at lakeside mrt this morning. Went school together. Our class is still the same like last year, the first semester. At level 4 but there is air-con. Cool right? But just now Mr Govin didnt on the air-con for our class. So bad right? But at least i get to feel the air-con during SS class.
Our form teacher is still the same. No changes except for our phy, maths and poa.
Mr Kum will teach us phy. Many people said that he teach so boring and many people failed phy.
Is that true? If it's true, am i also going to fail my phy also? I hope not.
Basically, i like our new maths teacher that is Mr Daniel Ong. He teach very good and i can understand.
Already bought notebook for maths lesson tmr.
Tomorrow we will have three period of english. Hope miss vanitha will not do conversation. Please don't.
I also hope that after recess tmr, the air-con will be switch on. Pray hard.
After school stayback for a while with Junaini and the others. Went to take our maths txtbk and exercise book. I only left mother tongue txtbk.
Today i ate many chicken at the canteen. Hope i will not gain weight. I'm so hungry that time.
Then me and junaini went to jurong east lib to return our books and slacked there for a while.
Home sweet home.

Tmr have many lesson and need to bring many books. My bag surely heavy one. Arggghh.

I'm seriously shocked when i know that he is not in Sec 5. How can that be? I thought he is hardworking and clever. I'm sad to hear the news from my friends.
If you ask me if i'm happy or sad, the answer is yes, i'm sad. I miss him.

Okay shall end here for today. Gonna help Junaini to find information about anoreksia (idk how to spell) for her pidato. Nights.

2011-01-03T12:45:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna be dead! I have not pack my school bag yet. Everything is not ready!
Tomorrow school already start and i'm still not ready. I wonder who will be our form teacher this year.
Will it be the same as last year? I hope not. And i don't want the same english teacher.
I dont know what bag to bring tomorrow? A small bag or normal bag? Tomorrow is the 1st day of school and no study, i think.
Seems that i need to wake up early tomorrow morning around 5.30am to do my hair.
I had a difficulty tying my hair since i perm my hair. I want to be neat for the 1st day of school.
I'm scared to go school alone for the 1st day of school. I dont know where to go when i reach school.
Maybe i should ask one of my friends to meet me at lakeside mrt tomorrow.
But who? Hhmmm...
Okay. Stop talking about school. I hate it!
Eh, why today have no Hi-5 ah? Not fair sia! I want to watch Hi-5!
1234 Hi-5! Hahahah...

2011-01-02T15:02:00.004+08:00

Good afternoon! Just came back from shop.
There is pasar malam near my house. Bought cheese hotdog there.
Many clothes sell there. All of the clothes are very nice. Feel like buying all of them. But i have no money :(
Nevermind. I will try save my pocket money and force myself not to eat during recess when school reopens.
Anyway tomorrow is the last day of holiday and today is the last day i can sleep late.
Arrgghhh! Why must school open so fast? I'm not ready to go school! -.-

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